life lately

Though many things have happened lately I feel that there is nothing much to write but i shall continue anyways.
Thought of the day: listening to your heart may be deceiving, so think it through... long and hard.

I go through my day, praying to God to help me make it through, to help me do well at my work.
He answered my prayer, though I did not ask for this to go wrong, it did.
That man i gave my heart to, he took it and twisted it around, now twisted and confused my heart aches.
I run to the Lord, asking for His forgiveness for giving my heart away too young and too fragile.
Through my pain and heartache I pray for the man i once loved with all my heart.
Thinking about what went wrong and how we could have stopped this, I don't think he realized when we were going off the train tracks of life.  Treat life like a train, WARNING: When driving do not be distracted by the many lovely and tempting things of life, you may go off the tracks. Keep your eye on God and God alone.  Father, Son, Holy Spirit is all you need to run this train... Mother Mary and Saint Joseph and the many saints may help you along the way as well, but keep your eye on the Lord.
Though my heart aches, I will stay strong. I will move on. A second chance has already been given and we now know this is too hard.  I don't think you realized that you can't just pick up things where you left them, gotta start new.  Out with the old and in with the new, as they sometimes say. The tears run down my cheek as I write, is this really goodbye? Like a thunderstorm my heart grumbles and is struck by lightening in half.
Did i trust you too much and yet so little? Was this too much for me to handle? I thought i would never leave you, but you knew from the start, it wouldn't last for long. I would one day walk away from what we had, though never meeting and thousands of miles away from each other, we had faith. But this isn't what was in the plan of God. There are better and greater things for us to do, though you will always hold a place in my heart. Though all I have loved will always be in my heart, you will also reside there. I'm sorry that I've hurt you, it's not what i intended to do, trust me. I had high expectations of you, when i shouldn't have.  Life's lessons can be painful, though we will learn to move on and deal with the consequences.

I am lonely and broken without the Lord, He satisfies me and gives me strength, He is my everything.
Listen to the angels and the heavenly music they sing from heaven, can you hear them? Are you listening?
If you can't hear them, you can't hear the mighty, yet beautiful voice of God. Listen, listen hard...Pray to the Lord.