i love him... because no matter where i go, i cannot walk alone.

why do i want to cry... 

where am i, who am i ... 

where do i go from here?

i was so sure of myself, 

so sure of who i was, 

who i needed, who i wanted to be.

but then... there you go,

being yourself. saying the things 

i want to hear... but you're just not 

right for me... the one that is,

makes me smile, no matter what he says.

but i'm not sure he knows, 

i dont know if he cares. 

i'm trying to stay strong... 

trying to keep moving. keeping my head up.

i hope he'll look to me, and take my hand

because i cannot walk alone.

wherever i go,

i hope he'll be there too.

if i have to stay to be with him, i will.

but hey, true love makes no compromises.

And i must say, i could be married to him, everyday ...

365 x 50... everyday for 50 years, 

yes i've said it. i could ... 

i believe in my heart that i truly could...

but what if i get my hopes up,

what if this all comes crashing down. 

what then?

all i know is that i love him,

i cant give my heart away this soon,

not now, because i dont want it 

broken into a million pieces...

but everything i've said is true.

all of it.

i love him (: