love you

i always feel like we never talk even though we do every day. words left unspoken cause we're too afraid. i stare at your photograph and just smile and think of how much i truly love you and how lucky i am to have you. missed opportunities, dont beat yourself up, there's always tomorrow that you can stand up and say i love you forever and always. ♥

music.

Some hate country music, but i like a very wide variety of music. Country music, it reminds me of the good old days when i used to clean horse stalls and go riding. Though I don't like some country music, I love the rest. I might say i hate it. But i dont. Music reminds me of different times throughout my life and thats why i love it.
All I'm saying is appriciate music for what it is. Though some may be grungy and loud and obnoxious, but underneath there is some good. Melody and Harmony. Yes that's all.

i still care.

The days go by and I still think of you.

This year's been rough but I've got new friends

who are helpin me get through it.

I've got someone new to love,

someone new to miss.

Someone who will say I'm beautiful

and "I love you"... 

I've fallen in love again, 

someone has fallen in love with me.

The past still haunts me, 

but i think of what wouldn't have been

rather than what would have been.

I wish we were still best friends, 

but you rarely talk to me.

Anyways i just thought i'd say,

that i still care and i want you to be happy once again.

with love from your friend