Butterflies in My Stomach

Everytime I talk to you
I get butterflies in my stomach
And today I'm gettin sick of them
flying around within me.
I can't hide it anymore,
I like you.
I've said it before.
I can't think of you as just a friend
it aint workin boy.
We cant just be friends, cause I want
to be much more.
I want to see you,
I want to touch you,
I want to wrap my arms around you.
But for now I just wan't these
butterflies to stop.
They're makin me sick.
Everytime you call I don't know what to
say, I just listen to your voice as if
it were the first time I heard it.
You're really the only friend I've got right now.
Who's always there to listen to me,
and tell me what to do.
I really love you.

I Like You...

I like you, I'm not talking about anyone specific or maybe I am. You will never know.

The lyrics below really resemble my life at the moment.

Girl you don't got nothing to prove to me, I know that times have been rough, For the both of us.

I know I have nothing to prove to those I love with all of my heart but i always feel like I do.

Times have been rough for all of us, but these times have made us stronger for what is to come.

Praying for a change... That's what I want, change. 

Sometimes I wish my life was different. That I lived in California again and life was just picture perfect. But, everything happens for a reason right? sometimes yes and sometimes no. I mean you can let your best friend walk right out of your life and not stop them. One day you look back and wish that you would've stopped them from leaving, but you didn't. If I didn't live in Ohio I wouldn't have met all of these wonderful people I know today. I wouldn't have done the things I've done, gone the places I've gone and everything else. I wouldn't know the best friends i have today or be going to the college only a few hours away. 

Moving on now... All of these lyrics, all of the notes played in this song, plays in my head, just for a boy. :)

"There's not much else I can do, But fall for you, You know that I'm a wreck, And you know I can't breathe, At the edge of my seat with each word, As the months turn into years, Just know that I will wait... here, For you..."

Now wait a second. Am I really falling for this kid? for this man who is so lovely and beautiful inside and out?

I believe so. My heart aches everytime I talk to you. Everytime you say hello and I wonder what things will be like in the future. I just hope you're with me, even if we are just friends. I'll take anything I can get. Cause I will wait here for you.

HUMMINGBIRD

BY: NEVERSHOUTNEVER

I like you
Girl you don't got nothing to prove to me
I know that times have been rough
For the both of us

But I'll pray for a change

You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you

You know that I'm a wreck
And you know I can't breathe
At the edge of my seat with each word
As the months turn into years
Just know that I will wait... here,
For you

Cause I prayed for a change

You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you
For you
For you
For you

This world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you

If You Can't Live Without Me, Why Aren't You Dead Yet?

BY: MAYDAY PARADE


Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam
That's in your eyes
I'll write a song about it
And maybe if the melody's just right
I hope tonight it will find you
It will remind you

But what's holding me back
Is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words
That I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us
That you'll think of us

Baby, I told myself that I'll be fine
But it's a lie
I don't wanna talk about it
Memories, oh, they cut like knives
Deep inside, I'm falling
Baby, catch me if you can

What's holding me back
Is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words
That I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping
That you'll think of us
That you'll think of us

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam
That's in your eyes

Babe, You're Driving Me Crazy

Did you know that the first hello,

 would bring us to this?

Babe you're driving me crazy

I dont know what to do.

I think im goin crazy for you.

You've got the looks, you've got the skills

and baby i know you love me so.

But i can't just let you go.

I wanna know.

Do you feel the same way

when you just call to say hey?

Does your stomach get tied in a knot

When you hear my voice?

Oh baby do ya know what i'm talkin about?

do you know?

Oh babe you're drivin me crazy.

You've got me runnin up a wall.

I just wanted you to know that i still care,

and i still love you so.

Beauty In The Making

As you strum the strings on your guitar

 a snowflake falls upon the ground.

The air is cold and the sky is gray.

As you are playing,

the wind stirs the freshly fallen

snow from the ground, to dance.

It's beauty in the making.

The wind howls and screams through the trees,

but as you keep playing,

the season of winter quickly fades.

The snow melts and the trees begin

to bud and the flowers bloom.

The birds are singing,

the air is warmer as it begins to rain.

You think to yourself, it's really spring once again.

Playing the guitar, you see the skies quickly clearing

and the sun begin to shine once again.

The grass and trees are green and sky a bright blue

 as the birds are soaring through the sky.

The children are playing and running through

the streets once again.

You think once again, this is truly summer.

As summer quickly fades and your song

begins to change again,

the leaves turn to a bright

shades of orange and reds.

As the trees shed their leaves and they

begin to dance within the wind

as the fields are being harvested.

You think once more, this is truly fall.

Remembering Devin Reid

So today is the anniversary of Devin's death, January 5, 2010... but it's better to think of it as his entrance into the kingdom of heaven and what a marvelous day it was for him! Through all of his pain on earth he gained many rewards in heaven! We will always miss you Devin, and there will always be a place for you in our hearts. Though i did not know you, i prayed for you always as though i knew you. I felt as though i knew you and you were my friend! You will be constantly missed by those who love you on earth.
The tears, we'll always cry when we think of you. Our hearts will ache when we remember the times we spent with you. The memories that we made with you, we'll never forget. You won the race and ran til the end Devin, though you lost your battle against cancer, you never gave up. You were always strong. As we remember you today, we'll shed a tear and sadness will overcome our hearts. And we will think of how much we miss you.
Rest In Peace dear friend. ♥
you'll always be remembered in my heart. ♥